Archive for May, 2007

I SURVIVED WEDNESDAY! (: To start with, I went through a BSBM test today, and a Biophysics Project Presentation today. WHAT A RELIEVE. I nearly broke down yesterday, because of BSBM + Presentation. Firstly, I didn’t really pay attention to all of Greg Poi’s lessons and so I’m so god-damn clueless about whats going to be tested, furthermore the test will be more focussed on what he’s teaching. Ohmyyyyy. So I was feeling so so freaky yesterday that it made my buddies and classmates worry? haha. They were wondering why was my face emotion-less, smile-less. and This morning, I looked more tired than a person who didn’t sleep for the whole night! Thats the power of stress, you see. & I couldn’t stop binging on food due to the extreme stress! :( I ate alot yesterday night, luckily I restricted myself from Sweetened drinks like JusTeaa, Green Tea etcetc. I had plain water. :) and Thank God its all overrrr. I mean temporarily, for one day! (: cos’ I’ll be having another test this Friday! Its greek to me too – Biophysics test! lol. I slept during Dr Xu’s lessons. Woohoo! @_@; In order not to experience such anxiety anymore, I promise, I’ll study regularly. I really can’t slack and study at the last moment, like my O’s and throughout my whole secondary life. Polytechnic life is different, I’m constantly reminding myself that now, I’m studying something that is more in-depth, more specialised unlike some general subjects which we study in secondary school, JC. but my classmates are coping well, except me. sigh. and I got a BIG FAT C+ for my first test. THANK YOU HUH, my APCHEM is prettily SCREWED UP! Shitszx~~

Okay, enough of studies! haa. I met my PAPA today! (: and I got to know a new friend! haha. All thanks to Papa! lolol. bleah. Oh yeh. I went for my first dance practise today. It wasn’t something I actually anticipated or expected? I think the people there are dao. Unfriendly? But I’m not sure if thats my problem or not. Oh maybe we weren’t daring enough to ask them, maybe maybe. but.. Since the beginning, we totally looked like noobs, I mean totally. We wore SLIPPERS when we should wear shoes you see, so there were only the TWO of us with slippers. How kewl huh? Furthermore We couldn’t follow up with the previous lessons’ dance steps, and most importantly, we were around all the seniors (which I found out later) !! and NONE of them actually offered to even pause and ask whats wrong with us. I’m totally disappointed, seriously. Duh. It made me have second thoughts of continuing that CCA but I think I have a little interest in dance and I shall perservere. Oh and and luckily I met one nice senoir (who wasn’t near me at all) when they wanted to collect the 40bucks for Hip-Hop Dance. LOL.  I think I can see that she’s a nice person! Ah. and the others have already attended like 5 sessions? when we’re only informed like two weeks ago? Ewww. I’m feeling so mixed up, mixed up feelings. Oh wells. After dance, I walked to my hostel and collected my stuffs for home and went home~ On the way I met our Biophysics teacher, Mr Goh! lol. he’s a funny man. :) and I met Angela on the Dover MRT station! Haha. What a coincidence. Then after that, met Papa, which I mentioned up there. lol.

and NOW, I’m HOME ! It just feels so good to be home! Especially YESTERDAY. I nearly succumbed to tears (probably I really did). Once again, HOME SWEET HOME! (: and I got a new friend who also likes to go home, like me! Woohoo! and He’s a guy leh! so I’m still ogay, cause I’m a girl and girls are often more emo than guys.

I really want to thank my buddy! You know who you are yeh! xD Thank you for those comforting words, its just what I needed at that point of time and you made me feel so much better. Thank you! Remember there’s always me too to lend you a helping hand whenever you need one! Love you!.

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