i can’t study;
i can’t dance;
i can do nothing.
this time, it seems like nothing is really right, really.
i know since the start i already couldn’t cope w my studies. but WHY? why me of all? why am i the only struggling one? isn’t it kind of.. unfair to me? even DBT people are doing okaye and well. why me? okaye i’m sorry for the rant but i really don’t understand why can’t i. ok. thats the point. i don’t understand why can’t i. so i’m not giving up yet. :)
then now. dance. hoho. i love dancee yes i do. but the stress is unbearable sometimes. i myself am incorrigible lah! boohoo. i can’t dance for nuts. i can’t remember my steps. please don’t ask me to give up at this point, else it will be a challenge no more. i will practise more. i promise. i’m kind of cooled down a lil. i was pretty pissed with myself just now. i mean, very pissed. brrr.
time to pick myself up from all the disappointment and start with my maths. i’ve got a test tomorrow for maths. and i’m really sad to say that i’ve lost alll my touch for maths. we’re like strangers now. :’(
