Day 10: ONE confession.

Hello everybody!

So sorry for the inconsistent updates. :p

I’d been thinking about what should I ‘confess’ about. HAHA!

& Obviously the reason why I’m updating is because.. I’ve thought of it!

One confession ..

And it is..

I am afraid of failure.

In my 20 years of life up to date, I am still learning to accept failures. It was in my 20th year (this year) that I really took up some courage for things that I usually won’t do; because I think I will fail it. HAHA! This year, I failed two interviews already. (Minor ones lahhh; I didn’t apply for Medicine or Law/things like that, so yeap, it can’t be failing a medical interview because I didn’t even apply to start with haha! Would fail anyway, even if i applied.)

Upon knowing the results, (or rather I could already guess the results during/after the interview), I felt really dejected. Things like “aiya, shouldn’t have gone for the interview since I knew I’d fail..so embarrassing..”.

Nevertheless, these failed interviews were pointers that made me learn. Its okay that I failed, at least I tried. And I have no regrets for them anymore, now. (I’ve had successful interviews too, after that!)

As for now, the challenge are my modules. Examinations in 1 month’s time, seriously!!! Again, I really can’t accept failures yet. Gotta work hard; and if *crosses fingers* *touchwood* I really do that badly, it’ll be another round of “learning”.. But I hope I don’t  have to learn it this way. :|

 

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NO matter what the outcomes will be :) TAKE A CHANCE!

 

okay. Back to my notes. I’d been sleeping the whole freaking day. & to think that I actually slept earlier yesterday night. (before 1am, which is an achievement)

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Day 9: Two smileys that describe your life now!

HELLO guys!

Apologies for the non-consistent updates which I promised! :( Pretty caught up with school and all the stuffs I have to do! :( If you’ve followed my twitter, you’d known.

I’d say its more of pathetic at times, than sad.. haha! I’m still a happy girl when I don’t think of work! :)) I still have my fair share of fun, joy and laughter!

So. Two smileys that describe my life now.

Think my life is in a very ironic situation now.

On the overall, I’m a :D smiley when I attend lectures with my friends, when we joke, and laugh about everything under the sun. I’ love receiving texts from lovely friends, who drops me a text to ask me how’s school/wish me a good day ahead/good night, :D! Every little heartwarming thing makes me :D! & Occasional meet-ups with friends for dinner/movie! (BUT THIS IS SUPER RARE NOW, thanks to heavy workload :( Hello friends I love you all but school is just keeping me too busy)

 

& Then when I think about the deadlines/tests/exams coming up. I turn into a :’( smiley ! haha. The total opposite. See, for now, I have 2 tests coming up soon, chemistry report to complete, website project to be completed asap etc etc. I shall not bore you with the never-ending lists. Life turns :’( again! Thursdays are no longer play-days, since weeks ago! ;(

 

Life is never smooth-sailing all the time, anyway! We all have to adapt to keeping to deadlines and challenges, don’t we?

 

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It never hurts to stay +ve!!

 

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We will survive. TELL YOURSELF THAT :)

 

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Nothing is every so easy. Things that are easy wouldn’t be as worth it, don’t you thing so? :D

All the best people, with school, work, whatever! :)

 

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Day eight: 3 Turn Ons

Hello everyone :))

Time just floated by, its been 8 days!

& its 3 things that turns me on! :P

ONE: To know that you’re not forgotten! Life gets exhausting and hard to go by as time passes, and sometimes, it just takes a person to give you a text, to let you know you’re not forgotten. I get really motivated for the day and it starts my day perfectly! :)

TWO: I like people who smile a lot!! They often brighten people’s day! & I love smiling too! :D So don’t be stingy with your smiles, people! See familiar faces during lectures, smileeeee~!

This is really random.. but. yes..

THREE: Guys dressed in formal wears. I’m sure most girls would agree with me!!Heh! My eyes will automatically look around like some detector, in search of suave guys in formal! *drools*

Okay! Day 9 tomorrow! Two smileys that describe your life now!

 

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You can make a difference :)

Day Seven: 4 Turn Offs!

Hello guys! ;)

ITS DAY 7. I skipped one day yesterday because I wanted to blog about the Biore makeup remover! Heh! :)

Anyway.. THIS is EASY. 4 turn offs. Hiak Hiak!

ONE: People who PICK THEIR NOSE IN PUBLIC. I really cannot stand anybody who does it. Seriously, its one of the worst acts to be seen. I’ve seen people who does it so naturally, as if its very glam.

TWO: I don’t like people who boast a lot too, especially guys. Sorry but that’s not the way about showing how capable you are, to girls. Total turn offs!

THREE: Guys who flirt alot! :< Always remember we’re all living in a very small and connected world. Your friend might be my friend’s friend, and whatever ‘background’ about you, people will talk, and words will spread.

FOUR: People who talk a lot but no actions shown. Action speaks louder than words. No point saying so much, everyone prefers to see what’s done. ;) A major irritant!

 

SEE, all these four turn offs had been very applicable in my life lately. HAHA! So its easy peasy. :))

Alright, its 3 turn ons tomorrow :D :D!

 

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:) Getting used to specs already. Its the 2.5th Month in school this week. How time flies. Need to catch up a lot because in no time another round of CAs will be knocking on my door, followed by exams..

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Day 6: Five people who means a lot to me.

Hello again guys! (:

Well for this entry I’ll not further emphasize how much my parents’ mean to me, I know you guys know how much I love them right! ;) So it’ll be.. 5 friends!

Hmmmmm.. its hard, really hard, to choose, just 5.

Such ‘games’ are just games.. I’m choosing 5 because the challenge says 5. Not because I don’t think besides the 5 here, my other friends are not important.

So those whose names are not inside, please don’t be offended at the very least. :D I appreciate people who appreciate me; friendship is always a two-way-traffic, ain’t it? (:

 

Jo Lyn: She’s my primary school classmate and its been 10 years and counting, since we knew each other. She’s the one who made me realize, no matter how far we are from each other, if we have the heart to keep in contact, THE FRIENDSHIP IS POSSIBLE.  A message/postcard occasionally from her warms my heart! :D :D Especially now with Facebook (in these recent years), its easier to keep in touch, no matter how ‘virtual’ it may seem. You dont see me leaving a message on every 600+ of my friend’s wall, do you? ;) Thank you Jo!!

 

Jiaying: I often tell this woman how much I appreciate her, because of reasons (I don’t think I should mention them here.) Thank you for standing by! :D Even though we can’t meet up very often due to clashes in school timings etc, I know we will sometime soon, when we’re both less tight on schedule.

Girlies!: These girls made my poly life a really fulfilling and enjoyable one. Recalling back, how different would my life be, without them in school? We do all sorts of things, like sitting on the carpeted floor of the library, not to read books, but to CAMWHORE and chit-chat/chill, or go to class early, and camwhore a hell lot. HAHA. These memories make me smile. Even though I’m relatively separated from all of you now, I’m still missing every moment we had. I really want a full-force meet up soon! ;)

 

Audrey Sissy: My sissy! Glad to have met you; and to be able to maintain this sissy-ship!! Always wanted a sister, & all I have are brothers. But thanks to you, I really feel like a sister to a sister sometimes. :D Teehee! Cheers to our sissy-ship! :D

Yvonne & co.: HAHA, Yvonne and the Malaysian (almost) MSL gang! :D Super glad to have this bunch of ya! :] Esp. the usual ones in JB HAHA, who will bring/meet me for ICE KACANG. you know who you are :D & I’ll be super depressed the next year, when all of you will be gone to Aussie! =((

 

Not forgetting all of you who were there for me when I needed help :) Thank youuuu~

 

 

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Source: http://aheartlikememphis.tumblr.com/post/1318901755 

Just as I finished typing this entry, I went into tumblr and saw this. Super relevant to what I had typed. :) “The distance is only physical”..

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Sometimes..

 

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