Hello everybody!
So sorry for the inconsistent updates. :p
I’d been thinking about what should I ‘confess’ about. HAHA!
& Obviously the reason why I’m updating is because.. I’ve thought of it!
One confession ..
And it is..
I am afraid of failure.
In my 20 years of life up to date, I am still learning to accept failures. It was in my 20th year (this year) that I really took up some courage for things that I usually won’t do; because I think I will fail it. HAHA! This year, I failed two interviews already. (Minor ones lahhh; I didn’t apply for Medicine or Law/things like that, so yeap, it can’t be failing a medical interview because I didn’t even apply to start with haha! Would fail anyway, even if i applied.)
Upon knowing the results, (or rather I could already guess the results during/after the interview), I felt really dejected. Things like “aiya, shouldn’t have gone for the interview since I knew I’d fail..so embarrassing..”.
Nevertheless, these failed interviews were pointers that made me learn. Its okay that I failed, at least I tried. And I have no regrets for them anymore, now. (I’ve had successful interviews too, after that!)
As for now, the challenge are my modules. Examinations in 1 month’s time, seriously!!! Again, I really can’t accept failures yet. Gotta work hard; and if *crosses fingers* *touchwood* I really do that badly, it’ll be another round of “learning”.. But I hope I don’t have to learn it this way. :|
NO matter what the outcomes will be :) TAKE A CHANCE!
okay. Back to my notes. I’d been sleeping the whole freaking day. & to think that I actually slept earlier yesterday night. (before 1am, which is an achievement)
HAHA, this is so true, and comforting :))
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